School in Germany (not finish)
I finally got in. The biggest party in Denmark’s history! And I needed this. I was going to get new friends now. A new city, new school, new friends.
I made my way to the bar. I looked around, but it wasn’t the way I was used to. I didn’t know anyone. Not a single person. Or did I? He looked familiar. Was it?! Yes it was! It was Tom Kaulitz! Oh my gosh! I got dizzy now, so I found a chair and sat. He came closer. of course. It was a bar. I did all I could not to stare at him.
- Hey, I’m Tom, and you?
I looked up, and it WAS him!
- Uhm.. Nico.. Uhm.. Nicoline. I answered.
He smiled.
- You want anything? He asked
I looked at him.
- Year.. Thank you.
He smiled again, and ordered something I didn’t know. But I drank it, and it happened lots of times. And the next thing I remember was waking up at home. I didn’t remember anything so I looked through my phone.
Tom Kaulitz?! In my phonebook?! That couldn’t be true. I called the number and waited.
- Tom's Handy du mit Bill reden
I couldn’t speak. Was it really Bill?!
- Hallo? Bill said.
- Hallo. Ich bin einer von Toms Freunden. I said.
- Englisch oder Deutsch? Bill asked
- Ich bin aus Dänemark, aber ich sprechen Dänen, Englisch und Deutsch.
- Okay. Lets speak English then. I have to practice my English when I speak. Bill said.
He sang great. But he had the cutest accent when he talked.
- Okay then, I said.
- So you are one of Tom’s friends. What’s your name?
- Nicoline I answered. I was so nervous. I was talking to Bill Kaulitz! The boy I’ve dreamed about since… Since always!
- Cool. So you met Tom yesterday? He asked.
- Hmm… I just said. - Are you guys still in Denmark?
- Year.. A hotel in Randers. He answered.
I started to laugh a little bit. The way he said Randers sounded so cute. Like RanDérs.
- Why wasn’t you at the party?
- I’m kinda sick. I’m having a cold. He said. - But where in Denmark do you live?
- I live in Lynge. Its on Sjælland. I answered.
Why didn’t I just stay in Randers?! I could have met him then!
I called Tom some mornings, cause I knew Tom would be asleep and then would Bill answer the phone. Usually I wouldn’t , but I was to shy to ask for Bill’s number, and he didn’t ask for mine.
My mom came in.
- Nicoline, vi skal lige snakke. She said.
- Om hvad? I asked.
She sighed. - Vi har talt lidt, og blevet enige om at du kan tage til Tyskland som udvekslingsstudent . Vi har fundet en familie der kan passe dig.
I smiled. - Yes! Tak! Tak! Råbte jeg.
I started to pack my stuff. I looked everywhere to see if I had forgot anything. I lifted my bed and looked. I found a little box. I had totally forgot about that. Since I was 4 I had putted money in that box.
I started counting. 20... 60... 150... 376... 872... 1035... 2329... 3956... 4978... 9898... 10680!
Oh my god! 10680! All those times I was missing money to shop I could have looked under my bed! How much money did a little girl earn?!
I putted them all in a bag and walked to the bank to change money.
I found the machine and waited in the line.
It took about 30 minutes before I was done but it was worth the time.
I walked back home and waited.
Finally! The bus came and I said goodbye. We droved to the airport and flew. The trip was pretty short and I slept the whole way.
We were about 10 kids. All of us was going to be at different schools.
The bus came and we walked in.
A man came. - Now I’m going to tell you which city you are going to live in… Amanda, you are going to Bamberg. Christian, you are going to Bremen. Gabriella, Dresden. Mikkel, Nürnberg. Nicklas, Mannheim. Nicoline, Hamburg.
And I didn’t hear the rest of the names. Hamburg! Yes! My favorite German city… Bill and Tom’s city!
- Your families will come and pick you up. The man said.
We stopped in front of a big house and waited. The families started to arrive. I saw a couple a had seen before. I was sure.
The man walked over at them and talked for a second. He pointed at me and the couple walked against me.
- Hi Nicoline, I’m Simone, the woman said.
She looked very familiar.
- And I’m Gordon, the man said.
I knew it! That’s why they looked so familiar. It was Bill and Tom’s mom and Gordon Trümper! And I was going to live with them!
I just smiled at them. They didn’t need to know that I was a Tokio Hotel fan.
We went to the car. I sat at the backseat.
I saw a picture hanging in front. It was Bill and Tom, and they weren’t more than 4 years old. I started smiling.
- Who’s that? I asked stupid.
- It’s my boys. Bill and Tom. You might heard about them. Bill and Tom Kaulitz, from Tokio Hotel, Simone said.
- Really? How cool!
Gordon laughed. - A fan?
- Kinda.. I like their music.
There were some things I didn’t need to tell them… Yet.
We were finally home, and they showed me the house. It was beautiful. The bathrooms were huge. The kitchen were very fancy and the living room were beautiful.
- Here you go. This is your room. Gordon said.
It was very nice. Beautiful, big and nice furniture’s.
- I smiled again. - Thanks.. It’s beautiful.
They both smiled at me.
We sat up talking the rest of the night, until I was tired and went to bed.
The next morning Simone woke me up at 7 am, and I got ready.
I just made it to school before the bell rang.
Everybody starred at me. But I was used to it. They started whispering, and I just couldn’t take that.
- Shut up you jerks! I said.
They starred even more at me now, but I didn’t care.
When the classes finally were over I walked my way home, but I walked slow and I called Tom.
- Hallo Tom.
- Hallo Nicoline.
I hang up quick.
- Hey idiot, a girl yelled.
I looked. It was one of the girls from the class.
I started running. I didn’t want to talk right now. And I got away. I ran into a little forest.
Finally free.. Outdoor where no one could disturb my conversations.
I called him again.
- Hallo Tom.
- Hey.. Nico? Can we speak English? Bill want me to practice.
- Sure.. Sorry.. Somebody came. I said.
- It’s okay. How are you Nico? He asked.
I stopped for a minute and looked down, into the water. I wasn’t fine, but why tell him?
- Fine I answered. And you?
- Cool, he said.
“Okay” I thought. He’s fine. I’m not.
I heard a door near him slam.
“Hey brow!” I heard him yell.
Yes! I yelled, Bill was home now. Some girls was starring. Some girls from my school. And one of them were the same as before.
Seriously! How many teenage girls like going around in a forest?! I thought.
Who’s on the phone? One of them asked.
I looked at my phone and answered: Oh.. Uhm.. No one you know?
She stepped closer. Are you sure? She asked.
Yes! I said with an angry voice.
- Babe? Who is it?
- Uhm.. No one.. And stop calling me babe, please.
They all stepped closer now. “Babe” she repeated.
No! He’s just kidding. I said.
- Hey Nico. Guess who? A voice said coming from the phone.
I stated smiling.
- Bill?! I asked
- You’re right babe, he said
I started walking away. But the girls followed me.
You want something? I asked. They looked at each other, and walked away.
- Sorry. Some girls from my school were following me, I said.
- It’s okay babe. How are you? Bill asked.
- Kinda fine. And you?
- The same. Why only kinda?
- Well.. I’ve fell in love with this guy. But I only met his friend, and I don’t know if he like me at all. I answered.
- Hmm.. He’s a very lucky guy then. Where did you meet his friend?
- At a party. But that dude thinks I want him, and not that guy I like.
- Oh. Explain it to him. I think he’ll understand your problem. Bill said.
- Year.. I guess so. What about you. Why are you only “kinda fine”
- Just a girl. He answered.
- So Bill has fallen in love! I said surprised.
- Year…
I started thinking. Oh shit! He’s in love with some girl. I don’t have a chance now!
I started crying a little bit.
- What’s wrong Nico?
- Nothing. I’m just having a little cold. I said.
- Hmm. But that girl. I think she knows who I am. But I think she like Bill Kaulitz - the person. And not Bill Kaulitz - Singer of Tokio Hotel. But I’ve never met her. Don’t know what she looks like. I don’t know anything about her, but still. I fell in love.
- Year. I see your problem.
I heard Tom in the background “I am superman.. No.. I’m” ..
“ A bitch!” I heard Bill yell and I started laughing really hard.
- So where were we? Bill asked.
- You were calling Tom a bitch?
- So you heard it? He laughed.
- Year..
One of the girls came back to me. “Hi, I’m Juliet. And you are?” I looked at her. She looked like a doll with all that makeup she had in her face. “Nico.. Nicoline” I answered. She looked down. “Cool shoes.. Cats” I smiled and nodded. “So who are you talking on the phone?” she asked. I smiled awry. “Just some friends” I answered. I turned around and started walking.
- So. I’m back. I said.
- Who was it?
- Just some girl who wanted to know who I was talking to.
- Ah.. She heard you say our names, or? Bill asked.
- I guess so…
- I hate those girls who wants to use our friends. And guys to. I once were stalked by a gay! Bill said.
I started laughing. Bill! Stalked by a gay! Wow. Everyone fell in love with him. But no one the same way as I did. I know it was special. Bill and me was supposed to happen. I just knew it.
- So.. That gay.. Did you get his number? I need a gay-friend I said laughing.
- Ha ha ha.. Very funny.
- Year.. I think so too, I said. - But I got to go. I’m home in a second, so see you.
- See you babe, Bill said.
I saw Simone sitting in the garden. She was taking care of some flowers.
- Beautiful flowers, I said.
She smiled at me, - Thanks.
I was on my way through the door, when Simone called my name so I stopped and looked at her.
- We are getting some company in about an hour, just so you know.
- Thanks, I said and walked straight to my room.
I started to do my makeup again, in case one of the guests were a little bit cute, and I fixed my hair too.
I heard someone knock the door and Gordon opened. I waited until they went into the living room, before I opened the door.
I walked into the living room and I almost screamed.
- Nicoline?
- Hi Tom, I said.
Simone, Gordon, Bill, Georg and Gustav just starred at us.
- So you know each other? Gordon asked.
Tom nodded slowly. - We met at a party.
- Ahh.. Of course, Georg said laughing.
We sat starring at each other for a while before someone started talking.
- So, how was your concerts? Gordon asked.
- Fine, Tom, Georg and Gustav answered.
Bill were totally silent.
- Bill? Simone said. But he didn’t answer. He was just starring at me, and I was starring back at him.
- Bill! Tom yelled, and now he reacted.
- Huh? Year? What?! He said.
None of us could hold it back. Everybody started laughing. Inclusive Bill.
- So, Nicoline.. Any homework? Gordon asked.
I nodded, - just a bit of German and some English.
Bill smiled, - I can help you, if you want that? I started nodding again, so we went into my room.
We began with the German, and we were done very quick. But the English took a little longer.
“Make 3 sentences with ‘s and 3 sentences with s’ ”.
So we started.
- What about; Tom’s guitar got all fucked up? Bill laughed.
- I don’t think the teacher is going to like that. I answered.
Bill nodded and laughed.
It took about half an hour, but we were finally finished.
Bill stood up and fixed his hair.
While he wasn’t looking I putted my hand together like I was praying. - Please! Don’t let him go, I whispered.
He opened the door and…
- I did not fall! Tom yelled.
- Yes you did! Admit it Tom! You made a mistake on stage! Georg said.
Bill looked at me. - can we stay here, till they are done? I hate when they drag me in to those kind of discussions.
- Year, sure, I said.
We sat in my bed, just looking at each other.
- So… Tell me about that guy you are in love with, he said.
- Uhm.. He’s so sweet. And not that much older than me, only 6 years. He’s funny, smart and very responsible. I said.
- Hmm.. Sounds great, Bill said looking at the floor and started to bite his lip.
- But tell me about that girl, then, I said.
He looked at me. - She’s funny, nice, sweet, different, smart and just wonderful.
I didn’t have a chance! She was perfect. Not like me. I was way to low.
- You want to go outside? Bill asked.
I nodded.
- Lets take the window, he said.
I jumped out the window and waited for him. He took his legs through the window and got ready to jump.
- Please don’t jump! I yelled while I was rolling on the grass laughing.
Bill started laughing and jumped anyway.
- Lets go to the park, Bill suggested.
And without me answering, we left.
It was like, he could read my minds. He didn’t wait for my answer. He just knew it was okay. He knew I wanted him to help me with my homework. He just made everything perfect.
He found a spot in the sun, in the park, where we could sit. We sat very close to each other.
- Turn around! I said fast.
We both turned and Bill looked at me.
- Why? He asked.
- Just some girls from my school.
Bill moved a little closer, so I almost sat at his lap. I looked at him. Gosh he had beautiful eyes. So brown and shiny. I started smiling, and I’m almost sure my face turned totally pink.
- Why are you smiling?
I laughed a little bit. - Haven’t you guessed it yet?
He looked confused.
- This is kinda like a dream that comes true for me, I said.
- But what about that boy you are in love with? He asked.
I looked away for a second. - you are that boy.
He stopped talking and was just starring at me. He didn’t even blink. He started smiling now.
- Seriously?
I nodded. - but it doesn’t even matter. You have got that perfect girl. She’s your dream.
- Good you can’t even see how perfect you are. He said.
- Me?! God no! That girl you were talking about. I’m just little, ugly, stupid, fat and has a terrible sense of humor.
- No way! Bill yelled. - Nicoline. You are Beautiful, smart, thin, funny, sweet and it’s cute that you are so tiny.
- But… What about that girl? I asked.
- You are that girl, he said and looked at me.
God! This MUST be a dream. It just can’t be true. No matter what, I wish I never is going to wake up again.
- Nicoline? He said.
- Fuck my ear and call me Lilly, this can’t be true, I said.
Bill started laughing so much he fell backwards.
- What the fuck was that? He said laughing.
I thought it through and figured out what I just had said. And I started to laugh too. We were both lying on the grass while we were laughing, and we couldn’t stop.
- Be glad you said that to me, and not Tom, Bill said, - he would had done it!
We both started laughing even more, and I didn’t know I was rolling closer to Bill.
We stopped laughing and he looked at me. He looked into my eyes, and I looked into his.
He pulled me up, so I was laying on his lap. I looked at him. He was so beautiful. It was about sunset now, so the background was orange and that really made it more beautiful. I would never had guessed that anything could make Bill more beautiful. But I was wrong.
He pulled a little more so I sat up looking at him.
- Time to go back? He asked.
I looked at him and nodded slowly.
We walked close together all the way home.
When we got home Tom and Georg was stopped fighting. We walked into the living room.
- There you are! Simone said.
- Sorry mom. I was just showing Nicoline the area, Bill said.
Tom were looking at us with a awry smile. Bill sat down next to him.
- Isn’t she a little young for you? I heard Tom whisper to Bill.
- What do you mean? Bill whispered back.
- Stop it dude! I saw the way you were looking at her!
Bill looked at him, - The only thing I know right now is, that she like me and not Bill Kaulitz.
Tom looked confused at Bill, - dude? You are Bill Kaulitz?
- You just don’t get it Tom, Bill said.
Simone, Gordon, Gustav and Georg looked at them. They haven’t heard their conversation.
- We got to get back guys, Georg said.
It was about 2 am.
I showed them out to the door, to say goodbye.
- Bye Nicoline, nice to meet you, Georg said. I just smiled at him. He seriously had really healthy and beautiful hair.
- Year… Nice to meet you, Gustav said.
- So. Nice to see you again Nico, you’re not as drunk this time, Tom said laughing.
- Ha Ha Ha… Very funny! I said and punched him at his arm.
He almost didn’t feel it.
- I’ll bring a movie over next time, if you want to watch it with me. And remember what I told you at the park.
I just nodded and smiled.
They left and I went back in to the living room.
- it’s time to go to bed tiny, Gordon said.
- Ha ha… Very funny, I said.
I turned around and walked into my room. I sat on my bed, thinking.
Simone came in.
- Is it okay I’m here? She asked.
I nodded, - year.. Sure.
- So… you like Bill? She said.
- What? Why do you think that? I asked quick.
She smiled - I can see it in your eyes. You’re happy whenever he’s around.
- Well… Year. I said.
She started smiling really much. - I think he likes you. I haven’t seen him this way since Jumbie. He’s happy.
I laughed. Bill was so cute when he was playing with Jumbie. He was always cute. But around Jumbie he looked so happy.
- Goodnight Tiny, Simone said and stood up. I threw a pillow at her, and laughed. I don’t think I could be any happier.
The next morning Simone woke me up at 7 am again.
- I can drop you of at the school, if you can make yourself ready quick.
It only took about 15 minutes before I was ready.
We almost were at the schools property when she stopped the car.
- You need a bag, right? She asked.
I nodded and looked confused. She went out of the car and opened the trunk. She came back with a bag.
- It’s Bill’s old bag from when devilish were playing concerts. It looks like your style?
I smiled and thanked her a lot. It was awesome!
She drove me to school and I thanked her again.
I almost made it to class before some girls came and stopped me.
- So you’re hanging out with Bill Kaulitz? One of them asked.
- So? I just said.
- You almost kissed! The girl said.
- No we didn’t! We were just hanging out! I said.
- Let her go, the girl said to one of the other girls.
- But if you even think about kissing him, your done! He’s mine, okay?! She yelled.
I looked at her. She looked like a monster, and I couldn’t stop myself from laughing. - Year right… Sucker!
I went into the classroom. God some idiots.
The bell rang and our teacher came.
- How many have done their homework? She asked.
I was the only one who raised my hand.
- Only one? She asked. - well. Nice done Nicoline.
5 hours 45 minutes felt like 2 hours 45 minutes today. Really art.
I went to the parking lot and was on my way home, when a car stopped me.
- Join me! A guy yelled.
I looked at the car and saw Bill.
- Are you going to kidnap me? I asked.
He looked at me in a really creepy way. - Year, I’m going to kidnap you, and later I’ll rape you, and then I’ll kill you!
I laughed, - well, all right! I yelled and jumped in the car. I saw the girls starring at me. They looked really angry, but so what? I had Bill.
- Hey babe, he said and kissed me on the cheek. I looked at the other girls. The one of them who had been yelling at me was standing with her mouth wide open. I smiled and waved at her.
We drove.
- How was school? Bill asked.
- A hell, I answered.
He started smiling and laughed a bit.
- What? I asked.
- Oh nothing. I’ve just always wanted to know, how it would be picking up a child from school, and ask about her or his day was. He answered, still laughing.
- Hey! I’m not a child! I’m only 6 years younger than you! I said mean.
He looked at me, - sorry Nicoline. Your not a child. Else this would be totally illegal.
- What? I asked.
He pulled over, and stopped the car. - this, he said, and kissed me.
It felt so right. I kissed him back and I could feel that he started smiling.
He pulled back to his seat.
- God I don’t hope that you are a child, Nicoline.
- Why? I asked. He just smiled at me, and we drove home.
- Hey mommy! Bill yelled. It couldn’t help my self, from laughing a bit. It sounded so extremely cute! “NUAH!” I just yelled, and Bill looked at me like I was crazy.
- What’s up prettyface?” he asked. I couldn’t answer. I just laughed like hell. He smiled.
We went into my room, and sat on the bed.
- What do you want to do? Bill asked. I knew what I wanted to do… I just didn’t want to tell him.
- Truth or dare?” Bill asked. I started laughing, but… What ever! I thought.
- Truth! I yelled.
- Okay then… Would you go on a date with me? He asked. I stopped breathing for a while, and just starred at him.
- Yeah! I answered. And he started smiling.
- Your turn! He said. I looked at him and start thinking.
- Would you ever date a fan? I asked. He thought of it for a long time.
- Maybe… It depends on her personality… If she only wants to go out because I’m famous, then no. But if she really likes me, then yes, he said. I started smiling. We dropped that game pretty fast, and just started talking. Talking about everything. Tom. Georg. Gustav. Ayako… She is one of my friends, who is totally in love with Gustav. But suddenly, Bill didn’t talk. He was sitting, and just biting his lip. He looked at me.
- Nicoline? Would you like to go on a date with me? He asked. I was amazed. Just like… What the fuck?! I just nodded. I didn’t know what else to do. I don’t think I knew what just happened. But I realized it pretty fast.
I started jumping, while I was sitting in the bed, and just screamed silent. Bill laughed a bit, and pulled me over. He hugged me, and smiled.
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